Yeah…I’m saying part one because tough days are probably going to be many.
So…today. Was. The. Worst.
It was one of those days in which it seems like all my effort in life won’t really help me amount to anything.
I know I always say that we live today to achieve our goals later on in life, but my goals are so big and so specific that it’s kind of hard sometimes to believe that I can actually achieve all that.
When I feel like this, I normally throw some headphones in and crank the volume all the way up while I dream of the “life I’ll never have”. Guys DO NOT BE LIKE ME. I know that even though it’s 7 p.m. I should probably do something productive that will actually contribute to achieving the goals I have in life, in fact instead of wallowing in self pity here, I’m going to try to be a better person for you guys, so I set a better example.
After I finish writing this post, I’m going to read some scriptures, I definitely need some of God’s word in my life, then I’m going to do something I love doing, like singing and playing guitar, then I’m going to spend some time with family, and finally I’m going to go to bed on time. That should help me feel better about this day.
The thing is I deal with these kinds of days ALL. THE. TIME. I have literally a 42-page document on my computer with all my random thoughts that I have throughout the day, and half of those thoughts are pep-talks I give myself so I can get out of my pathetic victim mode ahahahahahaha.
Guys, be better than me, feel the pain, invite it in, but don’t let it control your day, choose to do something about the despair instead of wallowing in it.
Anyway, this can be categorized a pretty useless post.
I hope you guys had an incredible day!